So I had another episode I could feel it coming and my wife could do nothing but watch. My support workers rallied round as did my friends but it still happened.
On the plus side it is the shortest episode I have ever had and only 4 weeks in hospital I have still managed to rack up some debt and create chaos but I am out of the eye of the storm now. My mood is still unstable which is frustrating for everyone, I think I’m there and bam – I’m in tears or I’m so manic I can’t reel it back in.
I’ve started a new medication though and that seems to be helping, statistically I’m told it has a one in three chance of working so fingers crossed.